You take the good, you take the bad

you take them both and there you have- the facts of life, the facts of life.

We have been having great days, and not so great days. Some days i am exhausted and cursing under my breath while bf'ing, others it seems like we have a bit of a routine and all fun. Regardless of the way the day is going- I cannot stop taking the time to stare at this little man and marvel that we made him. He is just so amazing and such miracle, and yes it is so very hard- but it is so very worth it. I love this little guy- he amazes me. He looks different every day, and each day is more and more alert- we have eye contact that lingers, more sounds, just everything.

Last weekend we had a photographer come to the house to do newborn shots. Well- no sneak peek on those yet (I am trying not to be impatient but am dying to see them). Brooks was a fusspot the whole time she was here. He was fine in our arms, but to put him down to get any alone shots, he just freaked out.

SOOO- I decided to try to recreate a photoshoot and take some "pro" shots of my own with my good camera. I think I did pretty damn good- check it out
Also- if you love the hat, hislovf made it and she sells them! (totally pimping you out lovfer b/c it is frigging adorable)














My favorite 3- I am definitely going to frame them in some sort of collage frame.