I am done peeing on things

Seriously- I may ask my H to hide the 3 HPTs (and 10 or so internet cheapies) I have left. I was doing well, stopped a few days ago, but went back to an internet cheapie tonight. YAY for it being as dark as ever!! Even though they advise not to worry about the line and if it is dark, gets darker or lighter, etc- of course I do. That is how I knew my miscarriage was going to happen last time- faint line that kept getting lighter until a BFN. But this time is different. I feel it in my heart- and then because it doesn't hurt, I see it with the test comparisons. I also think I am going to bring all these tests to my ob/gyn appointment since my Dr. wouldn't admit I was pg, even for a second last time, and when I talked to her about getting 7 positive HPTs she said 'well I didn't see them'... well she can see these- although, I am sure I will test positive at the office this visit, so it is probably unnecessary, that one appointment really grated on me.



On a different note- My appointment for my 1st ultrasound is in 44 hours... less than 2 days. I am so excited. I thought the 10 days wait would drag, but it is almost here- YAY!
I am praying diligently that everything is looking good and we will see a heartbeat.

Tomorrow I go print out a pic of E & I so that I can make the 'Mastercard' themed frame for my parents. My fortune cookies for telling my siblings and inlaws arrived today- so stinking cute!



So far, so good- just checking in! :)