just when you start getting hopeful, a kick in the nads

cycle day 22 here

so last night i got my hopes up that o was coming- my opk's while negative definitely showed a darker line then before (which made me hope they will be positive opk's over the next day or so since that darker line would mean my LH is increasing), then I have to say I felt fluidity down in my lady parts- just that CM feeling you get when you've got the goods- no EWCM, but nice and watery, and then to give me even more hope my temp dipped this morning.

so i pee in my cup and do my cbefm- FUCKING LOW STILL

:) I am resolved to be happy and not think about this anymore today. It is what it is, I will do an opk tonight, see what happens, and - well honestly, nothing I can do will change it. So I am off to enjoy the day.